Fun – Drawings (Szórakozás – Rajzolás)

How did it start? 20080131201125617_0003I have no idea, cannot really remember, it was so long time ago.20080131201125617_0002
Hogyan kezdődött? Fogalmam sincs, nem nagyon tudok rá emlékezni, olyan rég történt.20080131201125617_0001

When I was a kid, my parents bought me a lot of colouring books about Hungarian history… I remember I loved them all. 0502_002They were nice, all about our national heroes, the allways winning kings and battles. They looked good, but after I touched them with my pencils to colour them, they ended up being terrible. Couldn’t follow the lines, didn’t find the shades, nothing artistic… C’mon I was a kid I just had some fun.
IMG_0622Amikor kissrác voltam, a szüleim vettek mindenféle szinezős könyveket a Magyar történelemmel kapcsolatban… Emlékszem mennyire szerettem őket.0502_001 Gyönyörűek voltak, a nemzeti hőseinkről, a mindig győztes királyokról, csatákról. Jól néztek ki, de miután hozzájuk nyúltam a ceruzáimmal, hogy kiszinezzem őket, csúnya végük lett. Nem tudtam követni a vonalakat, nem találtam meg a kellő árnyalatokat, semmi művésziesség… Ugyanmár, csak egy kölyök voltam és jót szórakoztam.IMG_0629

Later in the school, I realized, I can draw… sometimes. It was a bit weird… I mean it never happened when I really wanted. Maybe the subject, maybe the teacher, maybe the time of the day… IMG_0626Somehow I couldn’t find my way to make awesome drawings everytime when it was necessary… No, it happened only when I had some fun.
IMG_0625Később az iskolában rájöttem, hogy tudok rajzolni… néha. Furcsa volt egy kicsit… értem ezalatt, hogy nem mindig történt az amit szerettem volna. Talán a téma, talán a tanár, talán a napszak… IMG_0624Valahogy nem tudtam megtalálni a módszert arra, hogy mindig akkor tudjak gyönyörű rajzokat készíteni, amikor kell… Nem, ez csak akkor történt meg, amikor jól szorakoztam.
firstaDuring the university I’ve heard first time in my life about the right side of the brain and how to use it. 2014. 04. 26. Copy of Tautropfen from Zeichnen magasinOf course I never believed in it I thought it’s some misterious bullshit and didn’t even want to try. Man! You should have been more open-minded. 🙂 But sometimes I could find some fun in drawings.
IMG_0767IMG_0771IMG_0764Az egyetemi évek alatt hallottam először a jobb agyféltekéről és annak használatáról. Természetesen sose hittem benne, azt gondoltam, hogy ez valami misztikus szarság és ki se akartam próbálni. Kaunas church-2Ember! Sokkal nyitottabbnak kellett volna lenned. 🙂 De azért néha jót szórakoztam.IMG_2507The rose
A few years after my studies, when my job and my life wasn’t so busy I downloaded a book about usage of the right side of the brain. Don’t ask me why, I have no idea. Maybe I got to be interested, wanted to know a bit more, I changed, and got to be open minded… you know… finding your identity, Maslow’s hierarchy of needs… try to find the self actualization… and then I got a lot of fun.IMG_3540
IMG_2658Néhány évvel  a tanulmányaim után, amikor se a munkám se az életem nem volt túl nyüzsgő, letöltöttem egy könyvet az agy jobbféltekének a használatáról. Ne kérdezd miért, fogalmam sincs. IMG_2516Talán csak érdeklődésképp, egy kicsit többet akartam tudni, megváltoztam, megnyíltam… IMG_2511Identitástudat keresés. Maslow szükséglethierarchiája… Megtalálni az önmegvalósítást… és ezekután szórakoztam csak igazán.P1020548 (2)
IMG_2355Now? I’m married and I have two beautiful children, a dog and a ferret, IMG_2354I still do krav maga, make this blog, enjoying photography, and writing, have my job, time to time do some woodworking, plan my future and try to find the way of life… again Maslow! 😉 And I don’t draw anymore, but I still have a lot of fun, but in a different way!
IMG_2350Most? Nős vagyok, van két gyönyörű gyermekem, egy kutyám, egy vadászgörényem, még mindig edzek krav maga-t, dolgozom ezen a blogon,IMG_1977 szeretek fényképezni, írni, van egy munkám, néha asztaloskodom, tervezem a jövőmet és megpróbálom megtalálni az élet értelmét… Na megint csak ez a Maslow! :) IMG_2243És, már nem rajzolok, de még mindig sokat szórakozom, csak másképp.
IMG_2245Maybe sometimes in the future I’ll draw again and try to do my best with it. You must find what you love to do. IMG_2016It’s you, and your life. If you want to try something (I don’t talk about illegal stuffs and something that harms you in any way), you must do it. It is only in your brain, that you cannot. You can reach your highest peak and you should do it. Don’t waste your life. IMG_1128I wanted to make awesome drawings and I did it. I want to make beautiful photographs, IMG_1127I want to teach krav maga, I want to be independent economically, but most important I want to raise my children in a good way, and nobody can tell me I cannot. IMG_1125I just have to work hard and have fun, that’s the key for the whole thing.
Talán a jövőben megint fogok rajzolni és megpróbálom a legjobbat kihozni magamból. mindig meg kell találni azt amit szeretsz. IMG_0898Ez te vagy és ez a te életed. Ha szeretnél valamit kipróbálni (na most nem illegális, vagy olyan dolgokról beszélek, melyek ártalmasak), tedd meg. Clouds studyEz csak a fejedben létezik, hogy nem tudod. El tudod érni a maximumot és meg kell próbálnod elérni azt. De pazarold az életedet. IMG_0872Én meg akartam tanulni gyönyörű rajzokat készíteni és meg is tanultam. IMG_0871Szép fényképeket akarok készíteni, szeretnék krav maga oktató lenni, szeretnék anyagilag független lenni, de a legfontosabb szeretném jól felnevelni a gyermekeimet és senki se mondhatja nekem, hogy nem tudom. IMG_0874Csak keményen kell dolgoznom és szórakoznom, ez a kulcsa az egésznek.

Fly above us

She was working already for seven and half years.

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Being a flight attendant wasn’t her childhood dream, rather than a need. She liked her job, it was simple and easy but there were no more challanges for her. The unscheduled lifestyle, the sacrifices she has done, the wake ups in the middle of the night, the jetlag that was the oart of her life… she hated it so much, but to be honest who would like it. Don’t blame, don’t judge! All in all we can say she was experienced and knew her tasks, duties from A to Z and still liked it.
OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA“No surprise! I’ve seen everything, even some emergency situation! Another day in the paradise!” She thought when passed through the aisle of the Boeing 777 preparing for the safety demo on their flight to Europe. Usual day, routine task.
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“I’m saying you should check what she does. It might be important!” She heard someone was speaking on her mother tounge. She was happy. “Finally I can speak to some people on my own language. I didn’t use it for a couple of months except talking to my mother. 8 hours flight, I can speak to these people a lot… or maybe not!” She thought and changed her mind immediately when heard the husband’s answer.
OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA“Who cares? She is just a flight attendant!”
“Well, it’s the safety demo. It might be important.” The wife said.

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“Yeh, yeh… do you really believe this belt can protect us from an accident. Really. Or this oxygen mask? If we start to use we suck out the air and the aircraft cannot fly. I mean… Or look at that. Life jacket? Seriously. For how long time could it keep us on the water. Ah. Whatever. Yes just turn away, no problem, you don’t listen to me.” He commented when his wife turned her head and checked the palm trees besides the airport. She strated to think about how they changed. Their life was so amazing when they moved here, they settled down in this paradise and everything was great until the catastrophy…

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“Nobody listen to me…” She heard one more time her husband’s complain. He used to be a nice man, but now he was furious. Understable, this flight…

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“Yes sir. I’m listening!” She shocked them talking to them on their language suddenly pulling back the wife from her thought and causing real embarrasment to the husband. She was satisfied.

The wife OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAstarted to sarcastically laugh, felt a bit of satisfaction. “Well, about the belt. It doesn’t protect you against crash, but it keeps your body on the seat, they can easier find you. The oxygen through the mask is generated by a compressor, and it doesn’t have a connection with flying. And the life jacket? Well it keeps you on the surface of the water even after your body has coolen down. So. They are useful!” She felt proud and happy. The husband couldn’t say anything, he just had tears coming out, but not because of shame or embarrasment and she immediately realized something was wrong. Her pride disappeared in no time, lost the battle but didn’t know how.
“Oh, I’m sorry if I said something…” She said, then the wife turned to her.
“Darling, it’s fine. Sorry what we said before, but you know, five years ago, our son, he was 19, was on this flight going to visit his grandparents, and well… probably he didn’t fasten himself as after the crash they didn’t find his body.”

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“I’m sorry…” She said only that looking for more words, but what could she say in a situation like this? No more words left her lips anymore, just started to sob and assumed she shouldn’t judge anybody without knowing the background.